watch out, watch out!!!!
this weekend had been a very relaxing weekend with much intentional do-nothings. yay!!! i forgot how nice it feels to ignore people and just go home and go to sleep. yummy!!! zzzzz...
friday at work, anand (who was only in to pick up some random things) was trying to convince me to go out with him and his friends to duffy's after i would get off work at 9:30pm. at the time, i was like, mmm, aww, i dont know. i dont know why, but recently i have *always* been tired and groggy on friday afternoons. for the past 3 wks, at least. part of me really wants to go out as i always fear to be labeled "antisocial" or "boring." another part of me didnt really wanna go because anand is sorta weird and used to try to hit on me, and erin, and laura's cousin, and tabitha, and like, most okay looking females at work. no, hes a very nice guy, just little to friendly most of the time. then, another part of me just wants to go home and have some alone time and SLEEP!! plus, i was hungry and wanted to make veal marsala.
jamies like, uh, are you gonna go out with anand and his friends? ummm, no, are YOU gonna go? no... i have like 3 blueprints to draw and i have other things to do...
yes, so after work, it started snowing flurries and got fairly cold again. i was hungry like calammy, so i went and did some grocery shopping and went home. made yummy food and chilled and went to sleep. since i didnt have to work until after 1pm on saturday, i slept for like 10 hrs... OH MY GOODNESS, it felt soooooo good. i felt like a completely different person on saturday afternoon. much more energized than the weekday tingaroo! yawn! then polishbasia, bioguy, troyal, and e came by my starbucks in the afternoon for a quick visit/drop off. it was nice to see them, despite their clear annoyance with my pseudo attempt to sell them coffee brewers. hey! its either not socialize or pseudo pitch in front of my manager timmy tim tim. oh, tim is polish!!! he makes pierogis with his mom! anywho, basia dropped off my new toys from pampered chef, and a slice of chocolate rum cheesecake. yay!!!
after much excitement at work and short maggie's and my attempt to keep jamie's blood pressure from sky rocketing, i went out by midway and hung out with my friends kellean and adam. we just had a casual dinn at apple bee's and we watched 50 first dates
. good times. the movie was very silly, sorta funny, all in a predictable way, like other adam sandler movies. there was a minor allusion t sandusky, ohio. hahahaha.
today's work was much hellish. the line was out the door not much later after i got there. it was just an annoying day at work. afterwards, i took myself downtown to do something shopping. still need shoes. i bought a pr of boots, and i hope i will still like them tomorrow morning. i also bought a dress for my friend kellean's wedding... even tho the wedding is not until june. i tried that dress on at bloomies like 2 months ago around christmas time. i liked it but it was too expensive at the time. today i saw it again and it was on a bigger sale at bloomies. ugh! it made me so sad when i was trying it on. this long, cold winter, together with my laziness and lack of training, the entire me is flabby as hell. things look like jell-o, spongy cheese, tofu, elephant trunks, you name it, i got it. no muscle tone anywhere whatsoever. i was thoroughly disgusted. i usu. wear a size (?) in dresses/suit jackets and fill them up nicely. today it was tiny bit too loose!!! one would think that i should be glad that i lost weight and need a smaller size? NOOO, the dress fit loosely because i have no muscles and thats why i got "seemingly thinner" in all areas except for my bulging belly! i promised myself to start working out again. gross!!! bleh!!! its not that im shallow (im even against thin people; thin is not fit!), but i used to be really fit "back in the days" when i was on sports teams and what not. comparing that to what lack of muscles and strengths i have now, it just makes me really sad. just imagine what i'd feel when im 40! ahhh!!!!
mardi gras! whats everyone doing for mardi gras!?
