Monday, June 07, 2004

i am bored!!!

i am bored!!!! i suppose i shall update my bloggy again. i am in a weird mood tonight. i dont usually *need* to be with people, but after having gone to a meeting for the pledge committee for my fraternity(P.I.M.P committee, or pledging is my passion.. hee), i came home and just felt really lonesome for some reason. then i became very bored-- ahhhh, i dont know what to do with myself!!!! why do i must be busy and be actively doing something all the time?? when i DO relax (as i was telling clammers), it needs to be pre-planned relaxation that i know that i will have quiet times with self. what is wrong with me!?

so as some of you may or may not know, i have a pseudo roommate for a few days. no, not a good friend, not my brother, not a family member visiting in town. my friend tabitha from starbucks work (overnight) is temporarily homeless. her last apt lease ended and so far hasnt been able to find a good place within her price range. while i was traveling, she moved in with this other girl emily, but now that emily's roommate and family are back in town, she needs to go! i felt bad and decided to let her temporarily move in to my apt. hmmm... i wouldnt say that i *hate* it, but i dont think i enjoy it, only after one night of her being here!!! i havent had a roommate in years, and i have been loving living by myself, so it's weird with people sharing my things!!! (plus, she is not a good friend or family!!) i know some people enjoy roommates and maintain that if you don't wanna talk to them when you come home, you go straight to your room. see, i cant do that! how can i just go straight to a corner and not say anything to the other person while he/she is there! for one, its impolite to not speak, and for two, its annoying having to talk when you come home and need peace!!! she's a great person, but i really dont think i like roommates! i was discussing this with my bro last week-- after having lived on your own, it's so much nicer, and i'd rather pay more and live alone! what is wrong with me!!

tomorrow is another fun-filled at starbucks. yay, fun times at starbucks. oh, FYI, end of this month starbucks is introducing the new frappuccinos light! yes, same great taste (?? hmm...) at lower fat content and lower calories, sans whipped cream. yeah, WHATEVER!!!! you know people then will feel more justified to enjoy whipped cream now that the drink is "healthier." this is such pain in the booty, as frappuccinos are messy and boo to make as they already are!! sigh... :(

yes, starbucks sighting today!!! as i was doing some cleaning, organizing work at end of my shift before i left, guess who i saw!!! nope, not hottie jamie from the bachelorette... i saw jamie that used to work at my starbucks and mrs robinson!!!! ewwww!!! summer flings again??? why dont i get my own sugar daddy/ies!?