geez, how hard can it be!?
well, thanks to stooooop for having something to comment on for my bloggie. ah, this SD thing is stressing me out. what's with the landslide and storming in southern cal! what the... GAHHHH!!!
my neighborino stopped by last night. she had just returned from LA and warned me and told me to check weather conditions if i do decide to go to SD. she told me to go on some site called flyauction.com . basically, it's like ebay for bidding trips/hotels. she purchased something from there before and i guess the auctions are totally legit! hmmm... she also said that she took a cruise by herself few years back and had a blast!
now i am thinking, if carol can't make it to SD for any reason (please please come with me anywhere!), maybe i could still take a trip alone somewhere? i traveled by myself a lot while in europe. and if i remembered correctly, i always had fun and managed to meet random people to travel with? my best was traveling, finding my way to the remote kutna hara (sp?) to see the bone church in czech republic. yes, everything was decorated in skulls, bones. i then went back to prague AGAIN and spent another day there alone. DID I SAY I LOVE PRAHA??? please, everyone, before you die, go to prague!
hmmm... then again, that was europe- where the tourists/backpackers were always traveling. its very different in the US. if i were to go somewhere alone, where should i go??
ahhh, now back to the title of this blog. how can it be so hard!
yes, so i have been *trying* to go to the gym since tuesday! and i still havent made it there!
on tues i was gonna go gymmy and/or do laundry, but then i decided to indulge in pizza goodness and watch scrubbie with stace instead cuz she had a boring day of not so boringly fortunate happenings... :(
on wednes i had to have a change of plans at the last minute. was gonna gymmy before grocery shopping and making chili. then jessica wanted me to bring the chili over early (i wanted to skip school thurs morning but the chili needs to be at chili fundraiser somehow) to drop it off. by the time i dropped off the chili, delivered candles to kelleanie; after we chatted and gossiped while darwin jumped on my lap nonstop, it was too late. (i was even dressed in gym clothes!)
today, i brought my gym clothes with and planned to go after school. unfortunately, my friend had a stupid accident at school and her knee was badly scraped. she couldnt walk from the pain and bleeding. i volunteered to drive her home and thought to self, thats fine i can just go to a bally's near her house. she then seduced me with cheese, samosa, best of will ferrel 2, more indian food, simpsons season 5, and beer. yes, by the time i left forest park, it was 11pm!
gaaah, there's drinking lined up after school and i hate going to the gym on friday evenings. so...
sheesh... how can it be so hard when one is trying so hard to go to the gym!!
