oh my tender heart...

GRRRR!!!! stupid asian girls stealing my white boy(s) away.

anywho, for those of you may remember or may care to remember, i talked about certain tiny boy cop a few blog posts ago. OHHHHHHH he's so cute!!!! and so tiny!

anywho, today we saw him again... in civilian clothes. i was just starting work, unfortunately already in my unattractice starbucks clothes and ugly hat. he was with some stupid asian girl who looked like she could be his girlfriend. i dont know... just certain things. GRRR. it made me angry, because he's so tiny no one else is supposed to run after him besides me!!! >:o this stupid girl is really skinny, unfortunately ugly, and with badly self shaped eyebrows.

how do i know if they are really dating? should i really find out?? he did acknowledged my presence though, while he was paying for her drink. of course, i didnt even have to start speaking and i could already feel myself burning and blushing away. sigh... he's so cute! and he was wearing orange! it takes a confident man to wear orange! he was off for the day and i guess they were going to the zoo, as i asked what he was up to. i almost always prefer taller boys, but something about him. sniffles. grrr... it made me so angry.

and of course, much later in the evening... this other tall and quite attractive guy was in the cafe. then i guess his asian companion showed up and he looked all stupid and was paying for her drink. she's not even cute!!! why do all these white boys go for ugly asian girls! what about me!! just cuz i am airheaded and catty and selfish and fat... no. but *seriously*, why not me!

hmmph. alright, tomorrow (wednesday) we are off to cedar point in OH. supposedly the best and most thrilling amusement park in the nation. i guess i haven't been in any real mood or interest for park rides since high school, but it should be fun. woohooo!

and dont forget, starbucks ice cream social on wednesday afternoon as well. that's right, boys and girls, starbucks is serving sample sizes of starbucks ice cream... of all flavors. you will have to call your favorite starbucks for the details and times. pipers alley starts their ice cream at 1pm. if you are around, don't miss out!!!