ho, ho, ho...

MERRY CHRISTMAS, kidlets!!

hi, yes, i am sure by *now* you are sick and tired of me complaining about having nothing to do and wanting to have nothing to do with anything in houston. say you, why do you still freakin' go there!?

well, the answer is, i dont know!! an obligation??

today has been a peaceful, as in with nothing happenin, sort of christmas. bro was running around the house fixing the ten thousand computers that my parents manage to have problems with. ugh. the weather was really nice; sunny and breezey. i was tempted to go out for another run; unfortunately, for some reason i dont enjoy working out on sundays or holidays. with today being a sunday AND a holiday- it almost made me feel immoral to workoout. fortunately, i was able to force myself to do some abs routine. ugh!

as i was complaining to stacey the cookie earlier, this having nothing to do living in peaceful suburbia sort of life in houston is stressing me out!!! right, i also understand that it makes no sense! see, im a city girl that NEEDS to keep busy: be it working 16 hr day wknds, pseudo studying, socializing, drinking, working out, actively deciding what to do... etc. it's silly, but i have to have something to do, goals! i DO love relaxation and vacations, but they need to be ones that i actively plann out.. not the kind of leisure where i do nothing cuz i have no choice cuz i have nothing to do!!! i wanna bum around on my couch cuz i planned a day to, not cuz that's all i am left to do!

thus far, my body is so stressed out that my face is totally, completely breaking out. i have pimples like a teenager; my complexion is dull and liveless. my chest area is covered with tiny red bumps and i am restless. AAAAHHHHH!!!!!